Is university supposed to make you feel shit?
I see a lot of people really happy and stuff, and having fun, and I’m like, Are you for real? How do you do that? Is it magic?
I dislike everyone here. I dislike my classes. They ran out of art supplies as I finally got enough of my money together to purchase them. They ran out of textbooks at the same time.
I hate sports. And I hate this community. And I hate living in this tiny room, but in this room is the only time where I feel happy because here I can read my books and play my video games.
When I’m in my lectures and tutorials I don’t feel like I’m learning anything. I sit quietly enough and it’s like I’m not even there.
I’m in classes with a lot of people that make fun of their “Feminist” classes. Why are you even in a class about gender studies if you’re too ignorant to listen.
When I’m in my art classes I don’t feel like I’m ever going to accomplish anything there.
I make no friends and I don’t feel the need to.
I wanna go back home and just go live in a tree or something. Can I get paid for that?